Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Monday, August 27, 2012
Hello Again, Deployment!
We sure picked a good one, really, we did!!
The carrier is back out to sea for a back2back deployment. Sure, he only did 4 1/2 months during their last deployment. And, returned home in March. Here we are,.....roughly 4-5 months later, but that also included going underway for 2 weeks in April and then 5 weeks in June/July. A surprise, to say the least. Not really. Watch the news. It's kind of a big deal.
So, I have this husband...he's been in 11 years now...he's an amazing father and a damn good sailor.....I got no complaints. Well, he did leave CLEAN laundry behind for me to put away...
Yeahhh, I was upset that he was leaving.
Yeahhh, I was annoyed almost daily.
Yeahhh, I struggled to stay strong.
Yeahhh, I bitched.
Yeahhh, I had more proud moments because he is a Sailor.
Yeahhh, I realized, several times, that's what happens in the Navy.
Yeahhh, I was secretly excited because I was ready to take my waistline back.
Yeahhh, I was happ when we ate junk food too.
Yeahhh, I still wanted him to be home with his family.
Yeahhh, I cried and felt overwhelmed, still am/do.
Yeahhh, life goes on.
With all that, I still tried to remain positive, I've never really gone through a FULL deployment with SO many kids. It was kind of overwhelming the last deployment; 3 kids, new state, new home, new EVERYTHING!! I survived, I adjusted, I fell in love with everything there was about this place, Washington! I still love it, almost 10 months later. There is SO much to keep us entertained with, SO much. Indoors/Outdoors. I have 3 very active girls, 3 girls who enjoy the outdoors, who love to socialize. It's always been that way, it's important.
We've met some GREAT people/kids, friends.
I'm back on the fitness journey with different challenges and routines, even got the bootcamp back up. Who doesn't love a group of people wanting the same thing, plus it gets you out of the house. FUN!
I've made lists for craft projects; lots to choose from. Let the creativeness begin.
I've got a list of make-overs, organization projects, I will NEVER be bored.
I'm still going to hate to wash dishes, everyday.
I'm still going to feel overwhelmed.
I'm still gonna be annoyed when the holidays roll around.
I'm still going to be sad, that's he's not here with us.
I'm still going to keep on keepin' on.
It's not the end of the world, although, at some instances it sure does feel like it.
I'm definitely looking forward to homecoming, the girls will all be SO different but one this is certain, they will embrace their daddy with open arms, as if he wasn't gone for so long.
They love that man, and I am beyond words to how much that means to me.
Because, I love him just as much. We are just so lucky to have him, even if he isn't physically here. We are lucky.
The carrier is back out to sea for a back2back deployment. Sure, he only did 4 1/2 months during their last deployment. And, returned home in March. Here we are,.....roughly 4-5 months later, but that also included going underway for 2 weeks in April and then 5 weeks in June/July. A surprise, to say the least. Not really. Watch the news. It's kind of a big deal.
So, I have this husband...he's been in 11 years now...he's an amazing father and a damn good sailor.....I got no complaints. Well, he did leave CLEAN laundry behind for me to put away...
Yeahhh, I was upset that he was leaving.
Yeahhh, I was annoyed almost daily.
Yeahhh, I struggled to stay strong.
Yeahhh, I bitched.
Yeahhh, I had more proud moments because he is a Sailor.
Yeahhh, I realized, several times, that's what happens in the Navy.
Yeahhh, I was secretly excited because I was ready to take my waistline back.
Yeahhh, I was happ when we ate junk food too.
Yeahhh, I still wanted him to be home with his family.
Yeahhh, I cried and felt overwhelmed, still am/do.
Yeahhh, life goes on.
With all that, I still tried to remain positive, I've never really gone through a FULL deployment with SO many kids. It was kind of overwhelming the last deployment; 3 kids, new state, new home, new EVERYTHING!! I survived, I adjusted, I fell in love with everything there was about this place, Washington! I still love it, almost 10 months later. There is SO much to keep us entertained with, SO much. Indoors/Outdoors. I have 3 very active girls, 3 girls who enjoy the outdoors, who love to socialize. It's always been that way, it's important.
We've met some GREAT people/kids, friends.
I'm back on the fitness journey with different challenges and routines, even got the bootcamp back up. Who doesn't love a group of people wanting the same thing, plus it gets you out of the house. FUN!
I've made lists for craft projects; lots to choose from. Let the creativeness begin.
I've got a list of make-overs, organization projects, I will NEVER be bored.
I'm still going to hate to wash dishes, everyday.
I'm still going to feel overwhelmed.
I'm still gonna be annoyed when the holidays roll around.
I'm still going to be sad, that's he's not here with us.
I'm still going to keep on keepin' on.
It's not the end of the world, although, at some instances it sure does feel like it.
I'm definitely looking forward to homecoming, the girls will all be SO different but one this is certain, they will embrace their daddy with open arms, as if he wasn't gone for so long.
They love that man, and I am beyond words to how much that means to me.
Because, I love him just as much. We are just so lucky to have him, even if he isn't physically here. We are lucky.
Every day he's gone is just one day closer to him coming home
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Tears and Cheers!
Where to start.....
I kind of just want to go to sleep for days but the Mama/Wife dailies keep me going. So, does this little running routine, I've had the joy of taking on for the last 2 weeks!! It's almost time to say "see ya later" to him. I try not to think about it, I don't want him to leave. I want him to stay longer than the last 4 weeks.
It's Wednesday and he is back to work after his 2 weeks of leave. I've RAN to get away from the "pain" of seeing him leave and the "stress" of being the only-parent again. I know I got this, It's just the first couple of weeks are the hardest. I'm sure 8 months will "fly" by. It'll be "normal" again, you know getting back into a routine with just us girls.
Leanna is starting FIRST GRADE in 2 weeks, and she might be going to a new school, the one she is zoned to and is only a walk instead of a car/bus ride away. Still waiting on a call back.
She will be 6 years old in a few days, I just can't believe my baby is a little grown girl. She amazes us, talking so mature. Her little sassyness is cute and sometimes overwhelming but that's Leanna. You know that already.
Ailea might be starting preschool in 4 weeks, twice a week. Or, I'll be doing drop-in care again at least 2-3x a week to get her into a "school" atmosphere, she loves going to "school" She is in those Terrible Three's and I'm currently reading "Positive Discipline for Preschoolers", I need a NEW approach for her. She is So different than Leanna was at that age. Maybe, it's a middle child thing, we give her attention but I always doubt myself and wonder how much is enough. She is so brilliant, so smiley, so lively. The book has amazing insight on it and I'm happy so far.
Serena, is becoming so talkative and knows who "daddy" is. She started saying "daddy" on her own, well, I'm sure it's because she hears the girls call him that. She loves eating too. She is STILL nursing at almost 19 months. Can you believe that?!?! I know, I can't either. It's pretty amazing!!
As for me, I have another blog, where I post all things-fitness related and that's been nice. I've gained roughly 13 lbs since February, some Birth control the rest crazy-eating. So, once again, I will focus on losing those lbs, toning and getting fit. I've also got a few challenges along the way, changing up eating habits, going "clean" and picking up the BOOTCAMP classes. I also joined a local running group, Moms Run This Town. I've got a few races on the calendar, along with virtual races. And, we can't forget school, might-possibly-maybe-going to a local campus. That's going to be something crazy.
I kind of just want to go to sleep for days but the Mama/Wife dailies keep me going. So, does this little running routine, I've had the joy of taking on for the last 2 weeks!! It's almost time to say "see ya later" to him. I try not to think about it, I don't want him to leave. I want him to stay longer than the last 4 weeks.
It's Wednesday and he is back to work after his 2 weeks of leave. I've RAN to get away from the "pain" of seeing him leave and the "stress" of being the only-parent again. I know I got this, It's just the first couple of weeks are the hardest. I'm sure 8 months will "fly" by. It'll be "normal" again, you know getting back into a routine with just us girls.
Leanna is starting FIRST GRADE in 2 weeks, and she might be going to a new school, the one she is zoned to and is only a walk instead of a car/bus ride away. Still waiting on a call back.
She will be 6 years old in a few days, I just can't believe my baby is a little grown girl. She amazes us, talking so mature. Her little sassyness is cute and sometimes overwhelming but that's Leanna. You know that already.
Ailea might be starting preschool in 4 weeks, twice a week. Or, I'll be doing drop-in care again at least 2-3x a week to get her into a "school" atmosphere, she loves going to "school" She is in those Terrible Three's and I'm currently reading "Positive Discipline for Preschoolers", I need a NEW approach for her. She is So different than Leanna was at that age. Maybe, it's a middle child thing, we give her attention but I always doubt myself and wonder how much is enough. She is so brilliant, so smiley, so lively. The book has amazing insight on it and I'm happy so far.
Serena, is becoming so talkative and knows who "daddy" is. She started saying "daddy" on her own, well, I'm sure it's because she hears the girls call him that. She loves eating too. She is STILL nursing at almost 19 months. Can you believe that?!?! I know, I can't either. It's pretty amazing!!
As for me, I have another blog, where I post all things-fitness related and that's been nice. I've gained roughly 13 lbs since February, some Birth control the rest crazy-eating. So, once again, I will focus on losing those lbs, toning and getting fit. I've also got a few challenges along the way, changing up eating habits, going "clean" and picking up the BOOTCAMP classes. I also joined a local running group, Moms Run This Town. I've got a few races on the calendar, along with virtual races. And, we can't forget school, might-possibly-maybe-going to a local campus. That's going to be something crazy.
Monday, August 6, 2012
Bittersweet!
Sighss.....it's been a while!
I've been having a rough time, trying to put something in words.
I've been missing my dad terribly, lately. I've tried to not let it affect family time. All I want to do is be alone, bury my head into a pillow and sleep to not feel the pain. And, that is absolutely IMPOSSIBLE!! I think he notices when I'm falling into that, and quickly tries to distract me and have me hang out with them. Even, though I'm SCREAMING in the inside, I push myself to be with them. I hate it, I hate that it wants to take over, I hate that I can't control it, it HURTS!!
Fortunately, it's not everyday. It's just some days, some moments, and I feel the pain, handle it, ignore it, move on. What hurts the most if being away from my family. Sometimes, I wish I could just go and visit with them, but that'd make it worse. They are hurting more, they lived with him for the last 6-7years, while I was away living life with my new family.
I just wish I could still call him, and say "Hi, papi".
Onto today, it's MONDAY, and he starts Leave for 2 Weeks, tomorrow!! And, tomorrow the ship has their Deployment Prep Event, Go figure!! I've got a few plans to keep us busy!
First, cleaning/clearing the GARAGE!! I want to make it more useful, a little gym, play area!
Finish re-arranging living room and upstairs randoms.
A few family outtings; Lake, Birthday Meal Trip for Leanna....my girl will be 6 years old!
I'm not mentally ready for this upcoming deployment, but it is what it is. Physically, I am. I want my body back. It's kind of hard when he is around to workout or eat "healthy".
Such is life...until the next post.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Rosanna > Mama/Wife!
I've been in the "transition" between being a mother/wife and being an individual for the past few years. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE being a mom and wife, but sometimes, I just want to be "ME". Who am I?! Well, I'm someone who LOVES to keep active, loves to work and loves to keep busy! When I met my husband, Summer 2003, I was working hard, working out and enrolled in college. I was always on the go, go, go; In fact, he said that's one of the many reasons he fell in love with me, because, I was determined in life. I loved working out and running in the evenings I didn't have class, or squeezed in a night workout after class. I just loved have my days filled with something. Nowadays, I have to make time, squeeze in workouts with my 3 little monsters, it's not always easy, especially with husband on deployment. And as challenging as it can be, I make it happen. I have several opportunities around me; base gym with a child area, housing gym with a playroom, double jogger for outdoor walk/runs, and in home workouts. I started Les Mills Pump to TONE up and have woken up EARLY everyday to get that workout in. I SPIN during Naptime or once girls are in Bed. Life didn't get easier, it got a whole lot busier and I love it!! I found myself, as a SUPER Active Mother/Wife over the last 2/3 years and I've WON the battle to keep it that way!! WooHOOO!!!
Friday, January 20, 2012
Well, Hello there 2012!!
Dolled Up for New Years Eve Party!
Serena is 11 Months old!!
It's been a BUSY Month, to say the least!!! I hardly am able to catch my breathe some days, others I'm going a little more crazy within!!! Deployment is ALMOST over, we've managed to keep busy and busy and busy!! Leanna had Winter break at the end of December and a few days before 2012, fractured her toe while RUNNING in the Mall Play Area, she sported a nice HOT pink Cast for 3 weeks!! Bath Time was NEVER fun but I'm glad she healed and is back to her normal crazy self!!
Ailea has beeen a BIT dramatic these days; Terrible Two's are hitting hard!! And definitely are NOT fun, sometimes I just want to runaway!! She is my Baby and I hate having to get after her!! She also started going to the CDC, a regular thing I want to keep on schedule for Tue/Thur 2 Hrs in the Morning. Serena has also joined in for drop in care. I miss them terribly but I REALLY needed the alone time. So far, they have been 3 times and I ran twice. I look forward to the quiet time!! And, I'm loving the Outdoor Runs.
Go Texans Spirit [Jan 7]
Home Depot Kids Workshop
I ran my FIRST 10k in Gig Harbor on Jan 14 in 1:10:34; Resolution Run for Heroes! It was COLD, Rainy and I LOVED IT!!! I have an INSANE Race Schedule for this year and I hope to make the Runs possible!!
Coming up to the Finish Line.
Friday, December 30, 2011
2011 was the year of " Strength and Success"
Monday, November 7, 2011
Uhhmm, Hi!!
Well, it's been nearly 9 MONTHS since I last posted on the World Wide Web!! Don't be fooled, I've been online, wasting time on FB, and other sites, WORKING out and updating that on dailymile.com. And taking care of a new baby girl, she's 9thms now (as of Nov.4) and those other 2 crazy girls (now 2 and 5)! We survived a move from China Lake, drove to Texas (end of May; Crazy roadtrip with 3 kiddos, a dog, hamster and Super Loaded SUV) to spend the summer there while he was in SD with School, We survived. It was TOUGH; So many memories of my dad, so many. Family was different, everything was different. I felt in the way a lot of times, it wasn't home, we didn't belong. The girls LOVED it though, they spent time with FAMILY and that's what's most important. They haven't spent that much time with family ever, especailly Ailea. Serena grew and grew, nursed and nursed. I shredded weight, MAJORLY, struggled daily with making it happen. Joined the YMCA and managed a gym visit while I was in the city then squeezed in a workout (RUN) late night when girls were sleeping. Leanna started KINDERGARTEN in Wharton, of all places. The City was a hassle with wanting info I wasn't really able to get. So, we basically stayed in Wharton from then on. I was sooo READY to move onto Washington; that day finally came and we were on the road for 6 DAYS!! Both vehicles were Crazy Loaded with what seemed like out entire household, we made it to WA on Wednesday Oct 19, straight into our new place (3 BD, 2 1/2BR Townhome). He drove ahead on the last day to make sure we secured the house and made it with only minutes to spare; Wheww!! Household Goods were delivered the following day and so the unpacking began. It's now 2 1/2 weeks later and I'm still making it home,he will checking into TPU next week and head off to deployment. It's going to be rough but at least now we have our own space. Washington is BEAUTIFUL; Cold and Rainy!! I love it here and I'm excited to see more of it!!! :D
Monday, February 28, 2011
BooHoo; Baby Blues!!
It feels like I have the world on my side these days; Beautiful Healthy Newborn, 2 Healthy Active Daughters (19mths & 4yrs old), Happy Husband, Busy Household.....but yet I feel so empty!!
I've had a ROUGH 15mths; A LOT of emotional issues went on. I lost my father on Jan 3rd after a ROUGH recovery process. I didn't even get to say good-bye or be there for my family while he struggled (he was in Mexico visiting family, had a stroke, brain surgery, recovering in a poor environment for roughly 7mths). Feels like my family (brothers/sisters) disconnected during this "recovery" period. I found out I was pregnant just a few days before receiving the call that he had a stroke and might not make it. The whole pregnancy had a lot of sadness for me, knowing of my dad's condition. The fact that my mom told him I was expecting, days before the stroke. It ust breaks my heart looking at my tiny precious baby girl. I feel like he's with her...i know sounds strange but really, I do. I know it's hard to deal with a loss of a family member and its much more harder b/c I'm not with my family. I live in CA and they are in TX. I don't know somedays, I can consume myself with house chores, crafts, girls, etc and other days I let the pain consume me. I feel so helpless in my own skin. I recentl started to evaluate myself; What makes me the happiest. Being around my little family does but even when I'm with them; smigling, giggling, relaxing and outing to walmart, whatever it may be.....i feel so empty. This is probably normal when grieving, right?! Then add post-baby emotions...WOW!! Yesterday, I started my fitness routine which distracts me A LOT but not enough. Well, it's only DAY 2. I'm juest eager to get doctors clearance for full workouts like jogging, spinning and other intense activities. I feel like that will keep me distracted the most. Yet again, how does one deal...it's tough. I'm 26yrs old and I've experience my first family loss, (OH, also lost my grandmother (my Mom's Mother) in June). Like, I said it's been rough, I feel emotionall stretched yet hold strong for family.....
I've had a ROUGH 15mths; A LOT of emotional issues went on. I lost my father on Jan 3rd after a ROUGH recovery process. I didn't even get to say good-bye or be there for my family while he struggled (he was in Mexico visiting family, had a stroke, brain surgery, recovering in a poor environment for roughly 7mths). Feels like my family (brothers/sisters) disconnected during this "recovery" period. I found out I was pregnant just a few days before receiving the call that he had a stroke and might not make it. The whole pregnancy had a lot of sadness for me, knowing of my dad's condition. The fact that my mom told him I was expecting, days before the stroke. It ust breaks my heart looking at my tiny precious baby girl. I feel like he's with her...i know sounds strange but really, I do. I know it's hard to deal with a loss of a family member and its much more harder b/c I'm not with my family. I live in CA and they are in TX. I don't know somedays, I can consume myself with house chores, crafts, girls, etc and other days I let the pain consume me. I feel so helpless in my own skin. I recentl started to evaluate myself; What makes me the happiest. Being around my little family does but even when I'm with them; smigling, giggling, relaxing and outing to walmart, whatever it may be.....i feel so empty. This is probably normal when grieving, right?! Then add post-baby emotions...WOW!! Yesterday, I started my fitness routine which distracts me A LOT but not enough. Well, it's only DAY 2. I'm juest eager to get doctors clearance for full workouts like jogging, spinning and other intense activities. I feel like that will keep me distracted the most. Yet again, how does one deal...it's tough. I'm 26yrs old and I've experience my first family loss, (OH, also lost my grandmother (my Mom's Mother) in June). Like, I said it's been rough, I feel emotionall stretched yet hold strong for family.....
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
How Many Kids Do Yall Plan on Having??
That's the question my doctor asked while he was trying to determine sex this morning. At that point, I knew we were possibly looking at Baby Girl #3. LOL!! He said it looks like ANOTHER Girl but will be able to determine at my next appointment. We plan on 4 kids total but he insists on 5. Husband was pretty happy at the possibility of another girl. He said he'll be coaching them in softball and volleyball. Isn't he the cutest!??!!!! Whew.....another girl. I am all about girly things...
Baby's heart rate was in the 160s and is growing perfectly!! :D
16wks, 5days
Baby's heart rate was in the 160s and is growing perfectly!! :D
16wks, 5days
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Belly Kicks!!
Well. Well. Well....I've been feeling Baby flutters since I was 11/12 weeks along. When I hit 14weeks, I began feeling more than just flutters...there was more activity in the uterus!! Now, I can PROUDLY say that TODAY at 17wks, 2days along...Baby is Kicking away!! I'm sitting on the couch, laptop across my lap hanging out while he plays a ps3 game. I was chatting on FB. And I just typed it as I felt it, Kick, Kick, Kick! Baby is CRAZY kicking!! Could be the elbow jabbing away but most likely kicks!! I'm soo happy!! I can't wait for Baby to grow more, so I can share the kicking sensation with my girls and daddy. For now, it's only Mama who can feel the excitement :D I have a check-up later this week, Wednesday. And I am soo excited, I'm sure he will do an ultrasound and I hope we can take a peek at Baby!! If not, I'll be A-Okay!!
Friday, August 27, 2010
It's all about the Business, Baby!!!
oh you fancy, huh?
So, .I've been on the job hunt for quite a few months now, applying EVERYWHERE!! When my friend, said they were doing a hiring they at McDonald's I of course laughed it off.. Yeah, I applied online along with a few other fast food chains. I had even had an interview with another Fast Food Chain and never got a call back after the 1st interview. I felt like I was never going to get a job!! I had also interviewed late May with the base CDC and a few weeks later for a receptionist position. Sighs....so, getting a job at McDonald's was silly at first. I interviewed on the spot with several other applicants. The manager said they'd be making call 3 days later. I never got a call on the 3rd day and was rather disappointed. Monday (Aug 23) came along and I received a call shortly after lunch for a 2nd interview.. Ahh, yay!!! Went to the interview which I believed went super well!! The manager was pleased with my eagerness to work, my dependable attitude and past work experience. When I didn't get a call the following evening or morning like he said I would if I got job.,I was a little upset. But I did receive a call in the early evening saying I got the job and scheduling Orientation. YAY!! I was a little embarrassed, I'm not going to lie. I mean, here I am 26 yrs old, with 2 children another on the way (which by the way I didn't mention), I should be working in fast food, should I?!?! Well, a job is a job, right!?! No, I was actually impressed with their work ethics, organization, their everything. I was REALLY impressed and actually excited about working for McDonald's!! I mean, I LOVE McDONALD's...I crave it!! So, I am really excited that they have given me the opportunity as an employee of theirs!! I have video training (about 3hours) tomorrow morning at 7am. We ordered uniform and shoes which should be available sometime during the week and then they begin scheduling 3 hours blocks for training in position. It's going to be challenging and I'm REALLY looking forward to it!!
So, .I've been on the job hunt for quite a few months now, applying EVERYWHERE!! When my friend, said they were doing a hiring they at McDonald's I of course laughed it off.. Yeah, I applied online along with a few other fast food chains. I had even had an interview with another Fast Food Chain and never got a call back after the 1st interview. I felt like I was never going to get a job!! I had also interviewed late May with the base CDC and a few weeks later for a receptionist position. Sighs....so, getting a job at McDonald's was silly at first. I interviewed on the spot with several other applicants. The manager said they'd be making call 3 days later. I never got a call on the 3rd day and was rather disappointed. Monday (Aug 23) came along and I received a call shortly after lunch for a 2nd interview.. Ahh, yay!!! Went to the interview which I believed went super well!! The manager was pleased with my eagerness to work, my dependable attitude and past work experience. When I didn't get a call the following evening or morning like he said I would if I got job.,I was a little upset. But I did receive a call in the early evening saying I got the job and scheduling Orientation. YAY!! I was a little embarrassed, I'm not going to lie. I mean, here I am 26 yrs old, with 2 children another on the way (which by the way I didn't mention), I should be working in fast food, should I?!?! Well, a job is a job, right!?! No, I was actually impressed with their work ethics, organization, their everything. I was REALLY impressed and actually excited about working for McDonald's!! I mean, I LOVE McDONALD's...I crave it!! So, I am really excited that they have given me the opportunity as an employee of theirs!! I have video training (about 3hours) tomorrow morning at 7am. We ordered uniform and shoes which should be available sometime during the week and then they begin scheduling 3 hours blocks for training in position. It's going to be challenging and I'm REALLY looking forward to it!!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Your Four Year Old . Child Development Tracker . Child Development . PBS Parents | PBS
WOW, I honestly believe Leanna has been 4yrs old this entire year as a 3yr old!! She seriously has surpassed all of these stages. And I really noticed it...probably..6 months ago..it really amazes me that I have been apart of this developmental process. I am soo PROUD of my beautiful daughter and all the milestones she reaches and surpasses!!
Your Four Year Old . Child Development Tracker . Child Development . PBS Parents PBS
Your Four Year Old . Child Development Tracker . Child Development . PBS Parents PBS
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I came across this questionnaire from a previous post (December 29, 2008) I did during my last pregnancy with Ailea!!
About The Father:
•Name?: Manuel
•Age?: 27 (28 in Sept)
•Are you still together?: Upcoming 6 year anniversary!! (9/23)
About Your Pregnancy:
•Is this your first pregnancy?:No, 3nd
•When did you find out you were pregnant?: Friday June11, 2010
•Was it planned?: NO!
•What was your first reaction?: Seriously!??! Ohhhh sh*t!
•Who was with you when you found out?: I called husband into bathroom and told him to look on the counter.
•Who was the first person you told?: I told my the following day.
•How did your parents react?: Surprised
•How far along are you? 15wks, 5days
•What was your first symptom?: Nausea
•What is your due date?:February 11, 2011
•Do you know the sex of the baby?: Not yet
•If so, what is it?:
•Have you picked out names?: We've only agreed in middle name
•If so, what are they?: Angel (My dad's middle name)
•How much weight have you gained?: about 5lbs
•Do you have stretch marks?:oh yes, from the other 2.
•Have you felt the baby move? Yes, flutters at 12 weeks and lately more activeness
•Have you heard the heartbeat?: Yes!
About the birth:
•Home or hospital birth?:Hospital
•Natural or medicated birth?:I'm hoping for another natural birth (epidural please depending on the progress)
•Who will be in the delivery room with you?: Husband
•Will you breastfeed?: I was fortunate with my 2nd and hope to be again!
•Do you think you'll need a c-section? I sure hope NOT!
•Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: YES!!
•What's the first thing you might say to him/her? After my AWE moment...Hi, welcome to our world!!
•Would you let someone videotape the birth?:If there was an extra person, sure. Hah!!
•Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: I'm ready to meet him/her!
About The Father:
•Name?: Manuel
•Age?: 27 (28 in Sept)
•Are you still together?: Upcoming 6 year anniversary!! (9/23)
About Your Pregnancy:
•Is this your first pregnancy?:No, 3nd
•When did you find out you were pregnant?: Friday June11, 2010
•Was it planned?: NO!
•What was your first reaction?: Seriously!??! Ohhhh sh*t!
•Who was with you when you found out?: I called husband into bathroom and told him to look on the counter.
•Who was the first person you told?: I told my the following day.
•How did your parents react?: Surprised
•How far along are you? 15wks, 5days
•What was your first symptom?: Nausea
•What is your due date?:February 11, 2011
•Do you know the sex of the baby?: Not yet
•If so, what is it?:
•Have you picked out names?: We've only agreed in middle name
•If so, what are they?: Angel (My dad's middle name)
•How much weight have you gained?: about 5lbs
•Do you have stretch marks?:oh yes, from the other 2.
•Have you felt the baby move? Yes, flutters at 12 weeks and lately more activeness
•Have you heard the heartbeat?: Yes!
About the birth:
•Home or hospital birth?:Hospital
•Natural or medicated birth?:I'm hoping for another natural birth (epidural please depending on the progress)
•Who will be in the delivery room with you?: Husband
•Will you breastfeed?: I was fortunate with my 2nd and hope to be again!
•Do you think you'll need a c-section? I sure hope NOT!
•Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: YES!!
•What's the first thing you might say to him/her? After my AWE moment...Hi, welcome to our world!!
•Would you let someone videotape the birth?:If there was an extra person, sure. Hah!!
•Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: I'm ready to meet him/her!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Crazy Dinner, Happy Baby!
So, tonight's dinner was simple. A can of beeforoni & Peas. I ate a small bowl, like a CUP size of peas with beeforoni. Like 30minutes later, I was STILL STARVING even after drinking lots of water. SO, I made a Cup of Noodles (YUM). DD was begging but I wouldnt share!. Instead I got about 1 1/2 cups of grapes and she ate most of them while I grabbed a few. I was STILL hungry (UGH!). I made a Crunchy Peanut Butter Sandwich with Sliced Bananas and drizzled honey. THAT DID THE TRICK!! I ate that about 45minutes ago....NOW BABY IS MOVING LIKE CRAZY!!!
I'm sitting in bed, on the laptop and it's the most amazing feeling!! I've been feeling baby flutters since about 12weeks. TONIGHT, I feel LOTS of MOVEMENT!! My heart feels like it's skipping beats....Awwwww
I'm sitting in bed, on the laptop and it's the most amazing feeling!! I've been feeling baby flutters since about 12weeks. TONIGHT, I feel LOTS of MOVEMENT!! My heart feels like it's skipping beats....Awwwww
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Oh, Papi...
[Heartache]
Midweek, I completed by busy evening with a CRYING session. MAJOR tears, heartache all the works. It's been 2mths since Dad got in a terrible health situation while visiting family in Mexico. He was just hours from heading out to the bus for the airport. When he had a stroke and ended up unconscious. That lead to him being in a coma, which caused stress on a vein, or something in his brain. That ultimately lead to major head surgery to stop it from bursting. Being in Mexico, it ridiculous, the health care is horrible. Wanting money up front, regardless, he received all the health care he needed to keep everything going. My mom went to Mexico almost 3weeks after this to be with him and to see if she could bring him back to the US. His condition was still critical while recovering from surgery. After 9 days in Mexico, she was unable to bring him back. My mom is a MESS, she is a stay at home mother and has never had a job. My dad was the provider. She had JUST lost her mother about 2 weeks before all this happened with my Dad. She's making it as much as possible. I cant even imagine what she is going through. I'm all the way over here and I feel pretty damn worthless. I find myself struggling with everything, that's why I'm so exhausted. I don't know what to say or feel anymore towards my mom. I don't know how to talk to my family some days. Some days, I just let it consume me...other days I have it in the back of my head. But my dad is always on my mind. I wish he was home. My mom said he is making some progress, he is basically recovering from the stroke and surgery. So, having to do rehab and who knows how much he is capable. They said he is able to be flown out to the US. And the charitable organization that my aunt found, is charging $10,000 for the flight from Mexico hospital to a Houston hospital. It's just soo stressful knowing that we don't have those funds available and then his family saying that he isn't leaving..DRAMA!! I just can't handle it some days!!
Ahhhhh
Midweek, I completed by busy evening with a CRYING session. MAJOR tears, heartache all the works. It's been 2mths since Dad got in a terrible health situation while visiting family in Mexico. He was just hours from heading out to the bus for the airport. When he had a stroke and ended up unconscious. That lead to him being in a coma, which caused stress on a vein, or something in his brain. That ultimately lead to major head surgery to stop it from bursting. Being in Mexico, it ridiculous, the health care is horrible. Wanting money up front, regardless, he received all the health care he needed to keep everything going. My mom went to Mexico almost 3weeks after this to be with him and to see if she could bring him back to the US. His condition was still critical while recovering from surgery. After 9 days in Mexico, she was unable to bring him back. My mom is a MESS, she is a stay at home mother and has never had a job. My dad was the provider. She had JUST lost her mother about 2 weeks before all this happened with my Dad. She's making it as much as possible. I cant even imagine what she is going through. I'm all the way over here and I feel pretty damn worthless. I find myself struggling with everything, that's why I'm so exhausted. I don't know what to say or feel anymore towards my mom. I don't know how to talk to my family some days. Some days, I just let it consume me...other days I have it in the back of my head. But my dad is always on my mind. I wish he was home. My mom said he is making some progress, he is basically recovering from the stroke and surgery. So, having to do rehab and who knows how much he is capable. They said he is able to be flown out to the US. And the charitable organization that my aunt found, is charging $10,000 for the flight from Mexico hospital to a Houston hospital. It's just soo stressful knowing that we don't have those funds available and then his family saying that he isn't leaving..DRAMA!! I just can't handle it some days!!
Ahhhhh
Friday, August 13, 2010
[14 weeks, 2nd trimester]
[Belly Shot at 12wks,6days]
"Looks Like I Feel "BLOATED" and YEAH, I'm still squeezing into my skinny jeans!!"
What an amazing journey it's been thus far!! It's incredible, I was about 6 weeks pregnant when I first took the home pregnancy test. And here I am at 14 weeks!! I must admit, it's been going by pretty fast!! I still say it aloud, I'm pregnant. here I am pregnant, UNEXPECTEDLY pregnant. I mean, we planned to conceive both girls...LOL!! I keep busy daily, especially with schoolwork. These 8week online sessions have been keeping me VERY busy!! Along with the house duties, both girls, craft projects and whatever else comes my way! Lately, I've been having [RANDOM] Nauseous Moments. It's annoying & disgusting. Usually, it's the feeling of maybe needing to snack on something. But the thought makes me even more distracted. For the past 2 days if I feel this way I've popped in a peppermint and it seems to help!! I remember doing this throughout the first trimester while pregnant with Ailea. I am SO PROUD & THANKFUL that I have not resorted to prescribed medication for any morning sickness or nausea!! I would want to fill my body with any meds. LOL!!
Today, we enrolled Leanna for Pee Wee Sports Camp at the City Community Center. It's a week long for an hour each day. They'll be introducing her to various sports, We are both EXCITED!! I honestly can't wait to watch her play sports. That's going to be a crazy time. By that time we will have a baby and a toddler to help support Big Sister!! [HOW CUTE] The following week, Leanna starts PRE-K!! Another exciting event!! Hopefully, she gets into the morning class. This summer's pre-k was 6
weeks in the Afternoon class at the further location and that wasn't FUN at all!! We are looking foward to Back to School Shopping & her Birthday Celebration Weekend!! She'll be 4yrs old soon. She is SO TALKITIVE!! It's flown soo quickly!! Ahhhh...we love her to pieces!!
weeks in the Afternoon class at the further location and that wasn't FUN at all!! We are looking foward to Back to School Shopping & her Birthday Celebration Weekend!! She'll be 4yrs old soon. She is SO TALKITIVE!! It's flown soo quickly!! Ahhhh...we love her to pieces!! Ailea's a SILLY mess. She has been fighting a virus all week!! MY poor baby, coughing and runny nosed.. Ewww, gross!! But it's my job to wipes away her snotty nose and comfort her. I LOVE treating her as though she was still my itty bitty newborn. She'll always be my baby, I [NEVER] wanted her to grow a day old! She is an ACTIVE, exploring, smiley, clingy (b/c of new baby on the way), talkative ONE YEAR OLD!! She practically runs now!! It's been about TWO months since she started walking! She uses a spoon to scoop her food, she totally caught on to that quick. And even if she doesn't scoop some foods, she will hold it and try again. But continue to hold it while she finishes the rest of the food. It's cute how she gives me signals that's she's hungry or wants me to help find her sippy cup. She even knows how to throw her diaper in the trash!! I know FUNNY. One day a few weeks ago, I was kidding with her.saying how smelly she was and how her diaper was YUCKY..I said you come help me throw it in trash. So, I said here and walked her over with me to the trash can. It's happened a few times here and there since then. The other day, she grabbed it after I sat there and I saw her walk around the corner. I followed behind her and she was already at the trash babbling...It was the cutest thing!! I LOVE WATCHING THEM GROW EACH & EVERYDAY!!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Baby, Baby, Baby..
"A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity, it dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path."
-- Agatha Christie
[Friday August 6th @ 8:45AM]
yay!! We took big sisters to appointment with us, when they called me back they took us straight to ultrasound room. We got to see baby immediately!! Doctor confirmed that I was 13weeks along, still due February 11th and baby was healthy, active and right on track. FANTASTIC!! Baby's heart rate was at 152, good rate.
We each got our own ultrasound picture of Baby Angel, saying I love Mommy, Daddy, Leanna and Ailea. Perfect way to start the day :D
After we got back home, I posted up pictures of the girls in their big sister tees, I had made the night before ( I like the 2nd set more than the 1st) That's how we announced it to the World Wide Web, well Facebook. LOL!!
Monday, August 9, 2010
You are ________ ________ LUNA
Names picked out yet?
So far, we only have the middle name "ANGEL". My dad has been in a really difficult health situation, and I mentioned it to husband regardless if dad makes it or not, what did he think of that being baby's middle name. He didn't hesitate and yes of course!!
Plus, husbands initial MAL, so Angel goes in perfectly for a boy. We've liked MAX while I was pregnant with baby #2 if it was a boy. Still no first name...
First baby is Leanna Elisa (middle name is grandma's name). We wanted to keep with the "anna" or "lea" for baby #2 especially after finding out it was a girl.
Ailea Nicky (middle name is grandma's middle name). We had a little theme. We haven't given it much though for babygirl first names tho. I kind of want to go with end of the alphabet letters..Like R, S, T....i dont know..LOL!
So far, we only have the middle name "ANGEL". My dad has been in a really difficult health situation, and I mentioned it to husband regardless if dad makes it or not, what did he think of that being baby's middle name. He didn't hesitate and yes of course!!
Plus, husbands initial MAL, so Angel goes in perfectly for a boy. We've liked MAX while I was pregnant with baby #2 if it was a boy. Still no first name...
First baby is Leanna Elisa (middle name is grandma's name). We wanted to keep with the "anna" or "lea" for baby #2 especially after finding out it was a girl.
Ailea Nicky (middle name is grandma's middle name). We had a little theme. We haven't given it much though for babygirl first names tho. I kind of want to go with end of the alphabet letters..Like R, S, T....i dont know..LOL!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
How did you find out you were pregnant?
I had been working out crazy hard!! And when I stopped seeing results, I started flipping out. I even started Xantrex thinking it'll boost me to loose my last 15lbs. For 3wks, I didnt lose much maybe 2lbs. I was furious and felt a little crazy!! So, while having a CRAZY episode and realizing I haven't had a period since February (although, I was nursing but she weened herself around 10mths & it was the only period since having her) and just went to use the bathroom And pulled out a test I had and peed right away on it (I had taken a test 3wks before to ensure I wasn't, before I started Xantrex) Anyways, After a minute..it was positve. I was in disbelief...after I told husband to go look on the bathroom counter and after being shocked for an HOUR..we went to grab dinner and another 2pk test. Took the test while husband stood watching me pee (he couldnt believe it) and as I finished up, not even a minute later...the test turned positive..LOL! Both test were in the early evening. I took the other test a day later, the morning of my birthday. And even the next morning at the doctors office, I was still SHOCKED. LOL!! This was JUNE 12 weekend. I had my first appointment with OB, JULY 9th (2days after my babygirl turned ONE) and he did an ultrasound to determine how far along I was.. 9weeks along. CRAZY!!
[July 9th, Baby at 9weeks]
It was a complete surprise, since we've never just gotten pregnant. We tried for 2/3mths to conceive with both daughters, I never did pay attention to ovulation dates. LOL!
I had been working out crazy hard!! And when I stopped seeing results, I started flipping out. I even started Xantrex thinking it'll boost me to loose my last 15lbs. For 3wks, I didnt lose much maybe 2lbs. I was furious and felt a little crazy!! So, while having a CRAZY episode and realizing I haven't had a period since February (although, I was nursing but she weened herself around 10mths & it was the only period since having her) and just went to use the bathroom And pulled out a test I had and peed right away on it (I had taken a test 3wks before to ensure I wasn't, before I started Xantrex) Anyways, After a minute..it was positve. I was in disbelief...after I told husband to go look on the bathroom counter and after being shocked for an HOUR..we went to grab dinner and another 2pk test. Took the test while husband stood watching me pee (he couldnt believe it) and as I finished up, not even a minute later...the test turned positive..LOL! Both test were in the early evening. I took the other test a day later, the morning of my birthday. And even the next morning at the doctors office, I was still SHOCKED. LOL!! This was JUNE 12 weekend. I had my first appointment with OB, JULY 9th (2days after my babygirl turned ONE) and he did an ultrasound to determine how far along I was.. 9weeks along. CRAZY!!
[July 9th, Baby at 9weeks]
It was a complete surprise, since we've never just gotten pregnant. We tried for 2/3mths to conceive with both daughters, I never did pay attention to ovulation dates. LOL!
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