oh my fucking heart!!
Somedays, I can't take it...some days, I stay off of it, until...I get a notification.
Sersiouly, it's not that damn important but sometimes it is.
Most times, it's just damn annoying.
I think y'all know what I'm talking about. And, I'm sure some of y'all can agree.
Don't be pissed, if you feel this is about you. It's about it all.
We're going into Month #3 of this forever long deployment, forever!
That's an understatement.
Do we really have to DWELL on the exact return date or possible date?!?!
I mean, I'm all for expressing how you feel. We all miss them. Really.
The thing about it is, they are out there doing their motherFN job.
That's what they signed up for. Obviosuly, not for a back to back deployment.
It happens. Unfortunately.
There's no need to blame this or that on it.
If anything, be DAMN PROUD that your sailor is doing it.
Your sailor is doing their job for their country, whatever it is.
I have a husband and a brother on deployment. It sucks.
I moved away in 2005. I've only been home to visit.
I was happy to know my little brother would be close to us but he's not.
He's on his 3rd deployment since joining, almost 4 years ago. Fun!
I'm sure he is tired of it but that's his job, right?
You still have to live YOUR life??
What makes you happy?? Posting/Talking about your other half ALL THE TIME?!
I've talked to my husband daily, there's been a some busy days though.
Sure, I miss him, I miss him a lot. I miss his help, his presence.
I still have my life to live. I keep myself busy. I have 3 girls to care for.
I have 3 girls to distract, because they miss him too. A LOT.
I'm out-numbered as a parent. I'm overwhelmed, almost daily.
I drown in exhaustion at the end of the day.
I hold shit down on this side of our marriage.
I'm pretty damn successful as a mother.
I get praised for it. I get annoyed with it.
I am emotional. I am ROSANNA!
I don't have to tell you, daily, how much I miss him.
Or share all the info that comes my way about his whereabouts or possible whereabouts.
I know the importance and I respect it.
I have been living with this lifestyle for damn near 8 years.
Sure, it's not easy. Sure, it's not always fun.
I know the limits.
So, if your reading this. Make the best of this time apart. Do something more.
Get out there, out the house. Get offline, get moving.
Come clean my house. joking.
I dont know, just don't spend all your time "waisting time online" and waiting on their return.
Make memories, look forward to things for yourself.
Now, laugh at this. Mama got her venting out. Cheese.
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