Aches & Pains

So, I'm sitting here while they both take a considerably "late" nap. My friggin neck has been aching since this morning and if I tell him to PLZ massage it, he starts bitchin. UGh, talking about, ughh, I guess Rosanna only because you're pregnant". Friggin IDIOT, I rarely say anything when he asks me to massage/rub his feet or scratch his back??!?! wth, only lately have I been sayin NO, b/c I'm irritated when he's up in my space. LOL...the whole breathing thing for me to COOL down doesn't neccessarily work unless I'm thinking clearly before I go on a rampage of Anger.

::BLAH::

I had an interview with KMART this morning at 9:30. I didn't get out of bed until about 8:40, It took me about 30 to even get out and that's after he made me a toast w/jam. CUz I was getting the nauseous feeling that I was gonna BARF! [[yuck]] Got dressed and rushed out the door about 9:15, once I drove off, I realized. CRAP, I hadn't had anything to drink, NADA. I was thirsty & had a yucky flavor in my mouth. Luckily, I found a jolly rancher and had at it. I got there 5 min before 9:30 and sat until I was assisted in the employees area. Uhmm, some lady, came to me with my printed online application and 2 other pieces of document for me to review and correct if need be. I waited, I was getting restless b/c they had the tv on CNN and BUSH was on talking about Veteran's Day.....Uhmm, I wanted to Zzzzz. I was listening to most of his speech and I felt quite proud, b/c my husband is a Veteran and as his spouse. BuSH also honored the military families...So, I got chocked up a little. hehe.

The interviewer called me in. AND I was honestly exhausted at this point, I perked up a little and continued to answer her questions. I had about 5-6 detailed questions to answer like examples of this and that. BLAH, Overall, I felt like a failure...I got confused with the last sentence about integrity ...and couldn't bounce back gracefully. I felt like a total dumbass even after she said it was okay. She didn't have any other question after that and gave me the spill about having other applicant to review and positions open. Also telling me we'll give you a call or not in 2 weeks. Booooo...I left feeling unconfident and even more tired.

F*ck KMART! ...I still hope I get a job there.... LMAO